Sunday, July 01, 2007

Dont interrupt my Suicide

Hey writing click members and viewers of my blogs this is an exclusive writing. Its a about 20 pages of my pure hidden thoughts. An yes I am ok, a reminder I am a writer this is how I express my self.I am ok physically.This is where the dark shows threw in my name.

Don’t Interrupt My Suicide July 1, 2007
(Thoughts rushing out of my heart and flowing on to an edge of a blade, I feel like the edge of a razor blade.)-LOVEDARKPASSION

I have always had feelings on how I want my ending to be. When I say my ending I mean my death. I have thought about death since I was about 4. My dog Bullet died. I didn’t understand why he died or what caused it. Then I realized he wasn’t coming back. He didn’t come back because my family put him to sleep. I woke up from a dream remembering this about my dog when I was 7. I guess when you have tons of people around you dieing you get flash backs to those little things. My father died when I was almost 7, his death triggered the memory of Bullet.
The sad thing about this is Bullet was my dog; he became ill with a worm, that’s why my mom put him to sleep. She didn’t want him to suffer, neither does or did I. I miss Bullet now and I really missed him then. My father on the other hand I never missed. I felt more sad for my dog then my own father. My father I never knew. I remember my mother making me go to the funeral. I didn’t want to attend because I didn’t know him and half of the other people there. But I didn’t get a say so .I was only 7. My dad’s funeral was packed; they didn’t have a seat for me or my mother. I remember the funeral director pulling up a cold metal chair so I could sit up front, up front where the dead body was. It rained like cats and dogs that whole week, my father couldn’t be buried that day. They waited for the next day to do it, I didn’t go at all. To this day I don’t know where my father is buried and you want to know something I don’t give a damn to know. He was never around when I was younger, just my dog Bullet. You know they always say a dog is a mans best friend, but they are wrong the dog was my best friend. And I am definitely not a man.
I often wondered if my dad would have been around more if I was boy or a horse. You know the old cliché about men and there sons. So I cant help to think. He loved horses so if I was a horse would he have stuck around? Or would he still have abandoned me. My mom put Bullet to peace because he was ill, my heart is ill I want to rest. My heart is filled with raging steam against my dad. It hurts its just like having worms. Again Bullet was hurting, he is dead. I often want to be euthanized like him. Maybe when the time is right I will execute my ending on my own terms.
I want my ending to be really peaceful. This is why I am getting the steam out of my heart. I don’t love my dad like a daughter should, why? I don’t know him how can you love something you don’t know. I love God; I haven’t seen God in a physical since, but in a spiritual since. I love my mom because the bible says so. I like my dad because God would want me to. Love him I cant, I just like.

(Don’t interrupt my suicide)-Pre thoughts
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Saturday, April 14, 2007

welcome ldp zone

hey thanks for joining and viewing my blog.

Monday, April 02, 2007

forums and groups

Nightdog forum is up and so are the groups and websites.

Saturday, February 17, 2007

Mothers day

Mothers day is in a few months. I would like members or any one to post poems or thoughts about there mothers. May they be good or bad. Last day to turn them in is 2weeks before mothers day.

Love you moma

Official Forrum

My Forum is available to all viewers.
Hey, guess what I have a forum for all of us. We can go and post topics to discuss and you can meet new people.All people are welcome to sign up for it. I hope to see you there.

heres the link to it, join its for free! Click below to join Lovedarkpassion Forum

Anna Nicole Smith

Anna Nicole Smith died this month. I enjoyed her spunk she showed to us on television. I am so sorry for her and her family.I wish her lots of peace in the after life. I also wish her family my condolence for thier lost of her and her son Daniel. I would like to remeber her as that great Texas blond bomb shell who can suck all the attention in a room on her. She was a great model and a beautiful actress. I will always adore her.

To her son Daniel R.I.P

Rest In Peace

Peace is what god gives us to surrive in our life. When we see some one grieve just pray for them to have peace. When we loose some one close to us , its not such a bad thing.The good thing is ,when you go to the gates of heaven we will see familar faces we already know.

Anna Nicole R.I.P

Friday, February 09, 2007

AFI - Girls Not grey L!ve

the other link is down so here is another.

Wednesday, February 07, 2007

Conan O’Brien Defeats Serena Williams in Wii Sports Tennis

Conan beats Serena Williams in Wii Tennis proving he is the greatest late night host.

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Bloggers are pissed by the new york city law

New York wants to implement a new law that would make it against the law to cross the street while listening to MP3 players and while talking on the phone.

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Monday, February 05, 2007

Weezer -
Selena -Dreaming of you

I love this song and artist.may she rest in peace.
You're Beautiful - James Blunt

In the favorites category.
Dr.Dre f. Snoop Dog - 'The Next Episode'

I had to throw this in. I love this song.
Justin Timberlake - SexyBack

he has a sexy back for sure.
Justin Timberlake - My Love

Groove to the beat.#13 on the top count down.
Jamie Foxx feat. Ludacris - Unpredictable [Kobra]

Hey a chart topper.
Ludacris Ft. Mary J. Blige - Runaway Love

hey this video is #2 on the favorite things category. keep voting to keep it there, afi is #1.
sugar were goin down live

These guys arnt going down, there heading to the top.
Fall Out Boy - Dance Dance

Best group ever,dance ,dance....I know I will to it. Top favorites voted by the web of

A Link to a HUGE list of 80s Music Videos!

Not sure how legal this is, but this site has linked a ton of working 80s videos...

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Maroon 5 - Sunday Morning Music Video

Maroon5, they were a top 10 pick in my group last year.

Chris Sligh Has A Band

This guys audition on American Idol was great, in an attempt to find more clips of him, I came across this video of him with his band.

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Pink-Stupid Girls

PINK She was voted in the past favorites.

Sunday, February 04, 2007

afi davey havok rap
Third Season

AFI rocks!
Silver and Cold

AFI one of the hottests bands around. They made the top 10 on the lovedarkpassion favorites.

Saturday, February 03, 2007

Worst.CoverSong.Ever - Celine Dion does AC/DC

Live from Vegas, Celine Dion decides it would be cool to cover AC/DC's "You Shook Me All Night Long". The result is so wrong on so many levels... I challenge you to find a more unholy cover.

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Teacher Pamela Rogers' Lingerie Video for Her Underaged Student

This video will make you question the value of your education.

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Coolest concert idea....ever.

The Flaming Lips - Somewhere in Europe - Handed out laser pointers to the entire audience and had them shoot them at a certain point during the concert. The outcome is nothing short of amazing.

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This guy is the worlds fastest hands!!!!... No wonder he has been crowned the worlds best hammered dulcimer player.

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Nickelback SUCKING as usual!

Fantastic video of Nickelback sucking so bad they get booed off the stage. I love how the crowd just starts to throw things. The people have spoken: Nickelback SUCKS!

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American Idol: This guy thinks he is a PANTHER!!!!!

Watch this guy explain how he has transformed from a pussy cat to a full grown Panther. He claims he is the most exciting entertainer on earth.

Words cant describe his performance... watch and enjoy

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I am so totally diggin this. I love artistic films, movies,books, etc... Its so sad and happy. I am a sap for this stuff. So I decided to blog it and share it.

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Under the Bridge - Red Hot Chili Peppers

Yo ! They need no descripition. They rule and thats the story.

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The Rasmus-Lucifer's Angel

The Rasmus -Lucifers Angel, there a great rock band. I thought I would blog it for my memebers on my website.They have been hounding me for more rock videos and songs. They sounded great so I posted them.

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Friday, February 02, 2007

Lil wayne D-boy

Lil Wayne D-boy new song release.

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tainted love

Tainted love, I love this video. Its a shock to me .I didnt know gothic people could be so down.

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Shock music-marilyn manson

music by marilyn manson, the beautiful.

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Cascada music.

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kaneva video 3d

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Kaneva --Info

If you are a music artist then check out Kaneva how down is your sound.

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AFI-Girls Not Grey

Hey Rock fans here is one of the groups you voted for in the top picks.
Blue October Concert

Blue October voted in by the fans top 10 pick on the voting forum.

Blue October Razorblade Live

Blue October playing Razorblade Live

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Blue October Razorblade Live

This is the band with my favorite song.

Here is the original song by the band Blue October-Razorblade.
Zayra Alvarez - Lluvia De Mar (Rockstar Supernova)

This girl is the next big super star.Zayra Alvarez a Texas girl with a great voice is taking the english and spanish worlds by the storm. She is talented in so many ways with her acting and modeling, and of course singing. I am a huge fan of hers. She lives in Dallas,Texas.I am sure you have seen her on Rock Star Supernova. She really rocks.I cant wait to get my hands on her album. She was too good for the band. I am glad she has a solo career. She has a website and myspace page. So check her out. She is an artist you dont want to miss. I will post some more footage of her.
Blue October-Into The Ocean

Congradulations to Blue October, they are # this week in the love darkpassion polls.
Blue October

The viewers of the writing click voted this group #4 for bet rock group and #7 for this song.
Call Me When You're Sober - Evanescence

Favorite item for the winter.top10 countdown.
Evanescence - Bring me to life

#5 best rock groups,voted by viewers.
Red Hot Chilli Peppers - Under The Bridge

I had to share this with all of you.Its one of my top favorite songs ever. I have it on my website and in my book that I wrote called Niah&Zsane, this is the song on the radio.Yes I even coped them in a scene. The red hot chili peppers are one of the greatests bands around, they are legends.I am a huge fan. When I was young I never really listened to rock that much, they helped change my music prefrence. I am a die hard fan. They rule. Well everyone I hope you liked the videos of them I posted up every where. If I can find some more songs footages ,any thing I will post it in a special link called Redhot, just for you all.Thanks for viewing my blog.Check my channels out, I hve you tube, musicbox, Kaneva,digg,amazon, delicious, and blogs of course. Love you all.

What happened to Tom Green? Hes Hosting a live internet TV show

Tom Green who seemingly disappeared these past few years is back but in a new form. Thorough the internet! Hes staying on air until he gets to at least 700 people watching at once. Its basically a call in show

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Thursday, February 01, 2007

Californication - Red Hot Chili Peppers
Red hot chili peppers - Snow (hey oh)

hey oh, is #1 in the rock category.
red hot chili peppers - tell me baby videoclip

tell me guys,whats your story?
Red Hot Chili Peppers - Blood Sugar Sex Magik
Red Hot Chili Peppers - Otherside
Red Hot Chili Peppers -- Can't Stop Live

They rock, here is one of the top favorites.

Red Hot Chili Peppers -- Can't Stop Live

The Red Hot Chili Peppers perform Can't Stop from their album "By the Way" Live at Hollywood Studios, California

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Sunday, January 28, 2007

Natasha Bedingfield - These Words - CDUK - 04

Recieved 138 votes. enjoy!
Maneater-Nelly furtado

#1 favorites, come back for the group.

Wednesday, January 24, 2007


An opion about nature.

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Fashion FoPaw

Lately I have noticed tons of new fashions for our pets, but the fashion world for pets much like ours just dosnt recognize larger sizes. I want to be the first designer to create high fashion clothes . . .

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Friday, January 19, 2007

Thursday, January 18, 2007

Underworld Evolution Theatrical Trailer

Underworld Evolution

Plot Summary: This movie continues the saga of war between the Death Dealers (vampires) and the Lycans (werewolves). The film traces the beginnings of the ancient feud between the two tribes as Selene (Kate Beckinsale) and Michael (Scott Speedman), the lycan hybrid, try to discover the secrets of their bloodlines. All of this takes them into the battle to end all wars as the immortals must finally face their retribution.
Check my blog on the website and tell me your opion of the underworld.

Blood and Chocolate - Trailer

A teen werewolf, grieving for her father and bored with her pack mates, falls for a human.

Tuesday, January 09, 2007

green day jesus of suburbia
Storytellers St. Jimmy


Monday, January 08, 2007

ashley simpson error

Funny , I cant help but to laugh.
Green Day

I love this song by greenday, so i posted it to share.
Green day
Green day

Gnarles Barkley

I like him he is so crazy.

Friday, January 05, 2007

Nelly - Pimp Juice

Hes hot too.
Ever Blazin'
Sean Paul

Cant get enough of him.

They rock!
Gorillaz - Dare

I love this group and this song. I posted to my blog. I hope yall like it.
Papa Roach-Last Resort

I like this song so I wanted to post it.
Papa Roach - The Fire

I posted this for my members who liked Papa Roach. You voted for them in the favorite things categories on the website.
Thousand Miles

She is a great artist I like her music. Hope you enjoy this post.
Baby Come Back To Me Video

This girl rocks. She is the January favorite new artist on my web site.

Dont look like britney, maybe thats why she diviorced kfed.
barbara walters responce to donald trump.

Barbara Walters makes this stament. What a crock she is funny too.She is too old to join this fight.How come all the star jones replacements are black? whmmm whats the view saying.
Rosie's Response to Trump

Rosie throws a punch back.
Rosie O'Donnell Makes Fun of Donald Trump

Rosie pokes fun and starts world war 4.The fight begins.

round 2 donald trump--ouch to Rosie

These two are still at it. They are like two little kids on a play ground fight.

I posted this video because, I want every one to see how racisim still exists in the world. Martin Luther Kings birthday is comming up this month and he lost his life so people would not be treated like this. Why did this man stoop so low to say these words to this man. Why wouldnt he just ask him to leave. Instead he stoops to a level of un professionalism and hatred. It shocks me that people are this way. We as a society must join together to spread peace amongst each other. I hate HATE. And I Love LOVE. LOVE kills HATE. Shame on Kramer.

This lady is crazy. Drama when some one dies. I think she wants money and thats it. I liked james Brown , but I haft to laugh out loud about this crap.She made an ass out of her self during his furneral in Agusta. This new year is just getting better. I wonder how many of my viewers have will or something actually written down thats legal. tell me about it on my shout page.
panic at the disco i write sins

I love this group. They have good songs and cant get board with them. they rocked this newyear in.